Bedtime nostalgia

Me and my lovely girlfriend Francesca are lying in bed at the moment and I, at this moment in time am posting this blog and Francesca is playing a new mobile phone game I couldnt help but buy on the bus to uni today. We were talking about what it was like being at home and having everything we love so close to us. Our best friends who can never be replaced, our amazing parents and families and of course the place we still call home.

Thinking back to when we lived in burnham all I can think about is me constantly thinking; "I can't wait to leave this place" But now that I live in london (don't get me wrong, i love it here.), I realise that burnham-on-sea isnt so bad after all. Maybe its because its so easy to feel lonely in London because no one talks to each other on the tube or on the bus because everyone is so consumed by their "to do lists" and busy lives. What the hell, maybe I do miss the odd slightly insane, farmer talking old person telling me how lovely the weather is or unlike Londoners, people with smiles on their faces.

I guess it will always be, that the people my age who live there wanna leave as soon as possible and the people who have moved away miss it so much.

This is where I say how lucky I am because I moved here with some amazing people from where im from and have never left somerset completely behind because of the company.

Its just also fortunate that I happened to meet an amazing girl who lived 5 minutes from me in somerset and she lives in london to!!

anyway, my eyes sting and I need some sleep.

I might have no money and have a lucozade stain on my cream carpet but hey, at least I can fall asleep next to the person I love every night.

Its perfect.

Xx